The mood has changed for many of you, my friends. Me too. However, it is NOT for the person I am right now that I am working so hard to keep on track. I exercise when I don't want to. I eat cleaner foods than the ones I feel like. I motivate myself with YouTube vids, inspirational speeches, inviting friends to workout with me. And who is it all for? New-Year-me! Guilty-me! Ashamed-me! And Focused-me. The me that's ready to get back on track. I may eat a bit worse that I do the rest of the year. And you can guaran-damn-tee I'm gonna power through some seriously dirty calories at Christmas! But.... I REFUSE to be one of those people who feel sorry for themselves come 2018! "Look how fat I got" "Where's my 6 pack gone?" "Why is it so hard to get my fitness back?" I'm training all the way through December! Call it sad, call it obsessed, but you'll NEVER call it lazy, NOR pitiful. It is empowerment and invigoration that we need this time of year. I am #DEDICATED #fitness

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